SupaThick!!!! STFW!!

I was looking at a video the other day, where this chick was talking about how she hates that men call

her thick when she knows she is fat!!! I'm like what the hell is wrong with that! I think that people are taking this label shit out of control!

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Per Hollywood, anybody over 100lbs is considered fat and If you are over 108lbs you are damn near obese. Ladies we got to take us back! Be who the hell you want to be and don't let anyone's opinions or status dictate who you are! Stop co-signing these men that are degrading other women or disrespecting other women, cause at the end of the day, you are what they are calling them.

Everyone knows when a person is called "fat" is usually to poke fun at that person. So what is it called when a person chooses to call themselves that? Just like I changed my blog name to "FatCilla!" It's what i'm usually called or if someone is trying to get someone to remember me, they be like "Oh you know who I'm talking about, Fat Cilla with two kids!" 

I say embrace the shit! It doesn't make you or breae up! It really depends on how you take it. You make others put some respek on your name!!!! 

Making Changes To My Life

So I'm at this pivotal point in my life where change is necessary. We get to a place in life where we say, "If I don't make this change my soul will die." Have you ever been there? It's like you set out to accomplish a goal. Everything from the beginning to the end is mapped out. You thought of ever scenario and you them embark on that plan. Then next think you know the rug is pulled out from under you and life begins to have its way with you. Then you are left crying, upset, and questioning the existence of our creator. You are alone and you have no one to turn too. What do you do?

Now this is the time where you see who can handle what? You may have someone try to drown out their sorrows with drugs or alcohol. You may have someone check out on life. You may have someone attempt to take there own lives. You may have someone take someone else's life. Most, either wither away and go into a deep depression or they fight for what they believed in.

See I've tried A-Z!!! I decided that i'm fighting for what I believe in!  You made that goal. Go back and look at your list. See what you listed, check off what you accomplished. The things you have not accomplished or failed at, go back and write down why didn't that work. Next, ask yourself "What can I do to make it work?" That's when you consult with God first. He already knows the answer, truthfully He should have been contacted first! But consult Him and don't give up. Keep pushing beyond measures, you will make it. CHANT: I will make!! (smile) You may need to look at your surroundings and see what's holding you back. Maybe your friends you had from childhood may not be measuring up to where you are trying to go. Put your faith first. You Second. Husband and Kids Third. Your Business next and everyone else.

I know must people would say no my momma or daddy is first or second. Your momma and daddy already had a good life. You cannot be nothing to yourself or your family, if you don't keep divisions out of it! Morally, yes you take care of your parents and everyone else, but you have a responsibility to  God, your spouse and your children. Therefore you become first,after God. You cannot take care of anyone else until you take care of you. That's where i'm at! In so many words, Fuck everybody else!!!! I gave them all that I can give!!

Faith and Freedom.....Mood tonight

It's a wonderful thing to be totally Free from brokenness, fear, neglect, abuse, bondage.....When my dad died I became lost....I didn't know what direction I was going in....I mentally shut down....Everything around me was dysfunctional...Let me tell you My Heavenly Father reached down and used the very person who did the most horrible things to me...This girl reached me when I was at a pivotal point in my life where nothing else mattered...She was there when people who was close to me left me when I needed "Support"..... How many of you know that God will use the very thing that brought harm and hell to you to bring you out of your own darkness..... I'm sooo grateful that I looked passed my own anger and my own hell and I was able to see what God was doing for me....I trust Him more than ever...I'm not perfect and I would never claim I am...But i'm truly grateful each and everyday.....Be Free tonight......Good night!